World

I'm a Big Big Girl in a Big Big World.

Yeah i just starting to realize its a "dog-eat-dog" world i'm in.

The place where i spent more than 40 hours in a week, spreads gossips even faster than the HK paparazzi.

Nah, don't worry. I'm clean. I mean for not being a part of the rumors.

Careful, there are people watching your back time to time. If you don't behave well, don't be surprised that you're the next hot topic in less than 1 hour.

Sigh.

Many things happened lately.

Before i go to bed everynight, i ask myself the same question over and over again...

"What have i become?"

Two of my colleagues are facing danger of disqualification because of their behaviors, the least of condolences i can offer to them is to shut my mouth.

But when you start to be pitiful for them, others will look at you like one kind...
"why do you even feel sorry for them?"

Why has it become so different?
A Christian graduated from university to working world...

It's so difficult to fit in.

Bible says mouth is where the source of evil origins.

So true. Without realizing, i have become one of the "american idol judges".

I'm sorry. I shouldn't be a part of this.

Who knows one day i will be the dish on the table for people to devour?


Four months in the working world. I got this conclusion.

Focus on your job. Be responsible and Stay out of trouble.

If other people in trouble, better stay out from it too.

Though i pretty much want to help. There's nothing i can do.

So is that it?

I'm just gonna watch?

I don't know....

This is not me...

But...its me...

Then...... i found out the most luxurious and peaceful moment you can ever get out from this world is a pillow, a bed and a blanket, where whatever is in the world has nothing to do with you....

...at least for a few hours.

Tommorrow's a new day.

Who will be the topic of the day?



P/S: Though my Big boss would like to hear about how irresponsible my preceptor is,
this dog REFUSE to bite another dog's tail!