Can't break free....

Urgh....feel so nauseated...

Guess i'm still not in the mood of story-telling.

But i have one question for us girls...

Nowadays...do we have to marry "rich guys" to be happily ever after?

What matters?

FACE?
so that your marriage brings honor to your family? by comparing what type of car ur husband is driving and how big is the house?

Lame old timer question....
Roti or love?


Does money has to say it all????

I mean seriously...come on....

Why parents nowadays are making big fusses over these?

Do they understand that it makes us twice miserable to see them unable to lift their head high in front of the other relatives?

And it also makes us miserable for not being with the one you love.

Well, i'm sorry for not lucky enough to find a golden turtle.

For all the achievements i did so far in my life, you were never proud of me.

Or its not enough to make you proud of me.

It's never enough.

Other kids are always better than me.

You see things in them which are never found in me.

You know what's best for me. I know it perfectly.

That's why you never understand the reason why i'm not happy.

You just felt that why am i not like other children.



Sigh.



i'm sorry. I tried my best.
I've done everything to make you happy but it all seems invisible.

I know it is never up to me to decide what i want. Or what i want to do.

I never fight back because i know how much those plans means to you.
Those are your expectations for your little girl to experience a better life.

And yes thanks to you that i'm now successful.

But everytime when i looked back in my life,
I see a lot empty gauges i weren't able to fill in back then because i'd let go of the chances.
Those were my dreams.

















How many times do you want me to let go?

You judged first without trying to know ppl.

Just like how you never learn to understand your children.